7 days til my birthday & I should be happy, right? Then why do I feel like as we get closer to my " special day ", things get worse. Day by day people seem to show themselves to be some of the most horrible people ever. I mean even if you say you're close to me, that should be carried along throughout thick & thin. I guess I'm wrong & its not really possible for me to have close people around me to trust for the majority of the time. I'll be okay in the end but for now, THIS truly has to be one of the worst feelings possible. What could I have done so horrible for others to hurt me like this? Little things haven't phased me before but for me to spend multiple hours crying about a certain problem just can't be right. Everyone should take the words " Love, Friendship, Family & Respect " & really sit & think about it all. I really hate being on my own, its sort of nice thinking I have someone by my side, holding me down, having my back... reality sets in & again, I'm alone.
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