Words From A Wise Young Man

" Hate to sound sleezy but tease me, I don't want it if its that easy. " - Tupac Amaru Shakur



LOL, Ya feels me?

A Note To My Talented Friends

I'll always be your friend before I'm your " Fan ". If you come to me ONLY when you want me to help promote you, that makes me feel like a fan. I'm not a groupie. IDon'tGiveAFuck how many big names you have or will work with. Not out of jealousy, simply because it doesn't impress me. As a friend I'll always congratulate you here & there. & I'll always be supportive of you & your talent. But I'd rather have a conversation about how your day went or some shit; however if you'd rather have every conversation involve me going on & on about much I love your work & praise you like you're some God or whatever, then classify that as a " Groupie ", lose my contact & find someone that meets your preference.

My Enlightenment

Enlightened to say, I'm not the brightest crayon in the box. Although I am very much brighter than others. I have time to learn & grow & become one who is brighter than most, allowing myself to be the one whom others can relate to & may also run to. Enlightened to say I'm not the first girl to be noticed by the opposite sex. Rarely am I the one who all the guys chatter about, but I also am not the girl who is known to " Give it up " so quickly. Enlightened to say I don't have all the riches in the world. As it gives me opportunities to make good with what I have & helps me realize I can be just as happy as the girl on TV if I just be myself. Enlightened to say, I have my insecurities just like the next girl, but I'm most enlightened to say I'm my own person & no one else.

The Beginning?

Sooo a few nosey people ask me why I call myself Crayon. Well back in Springtime 2OO8, a young boy who shall remain nameless aimed me calling me Crayon. Well I guess he was trying to be funny seeing that my government name is Carvon & my last name happens to be a color ( Green ). I accepted him calling me Crayon because I really wanted a nickname. Even though it was an awkward one.. I felt I'm an awkward person.. soo the name fit well. =]

Just don't call me Crayola.. I hate that.